Ms. Blue

I have made the step and it would now be too late to retract it. I just have to brave the road and prepare myself for all that is unknown. I  can never guess what's gonna happen next, nor I can never foresee if tomorrow will be cloudy or rainy. Nevertheless, I've got my foot forward. Though everything still sound and feel strange, I am trying -- really trying to make things work out. I am now doing things I never thought I would do. I do this, and I do everything with  a smile. Keeping my positive vibes intact. As tomorrow remains uncertain, I'm going to enjoy my now. I'm going to be foolish and cheesy and all that. I'll enjoy the road that I'm trekking 'cause tomorrow I don't want this page of my life to be just another part of history. Rather I want this to be some sweet memory, always a refreshing thing to visit.

I don't wanna be selfish and declare to have you, you, and you for life. Crap, I might even get bored all of a sudden tomorrow and drop you, or I might have amnesia and forget all this transpiring. But still, thank you for being part of my now. Thank God for all the yesterdays that I've been blessed and bruised. Thank God for all the yesterdays that I soared and stumbled. Thank God for all the yesterdays where I was laughing crazily and the yesterdays where I was crying my heart out. Because of those yesterdays I have my now, I feel stronger now, I understand better now.

We have our now to be thankful for all the great things that have come to us. And I can't thank Him enough. I feel like I've been somewhat drugged and kinda floating. hahaha... I even feel like singing at the moment. And this is life. Thank you coz I have him, I have them, I have everything that I have.

-Tups