Blinding Indulgence

Breathless I was left

Gasping for a thread of air

I lost in the bet

you didn't play fair.

blinded with indulgence

curious about the feels

but like in war there's winning

or an aftermath of chaos within.

stumbling over known humps

I've foreseen them but didn't jump over

braved the road, now i have these cramps

it's still beating but overly sore.

you do not unlove and leave

You do not uncare and ignore

you do not unfeel and get numb

you feel the pain and be reborn.

for you can never trust something that's opaque

built out of unsteady sticks

out of imaginary bricks

i was fooled by your tricks.

-Tups