Maybe Goodbye That Is

When all else fails to amuse me like they used to before

I want something to turn my head to and feel the nostalgic feeling of being home

of being in the my niche wearing my childish old self

And my somehow urbanized new self.

'Cause when all else fails to be of entertainment anymore

I want someone who can and is willing to enjoy the mutest of silence there is

The lamest of the moment just lounging around, idling

The most unproductive hour being nothing but the couch potato in me

I just need that steady couch I can lounge in.

When people start heading their way to the door

I just want a pair of shoes still intact in the floor

A pair of arms reassuring me that it's just the moment that is sick

Not the life itself that sucks.

That we have each other.

I have him

He has me.

When the sun slowly starts to descend to the west

Hiding behind the shadow of the greens from afar

And the clouds are somewhat forming a group hug

Slowly getting voluminous covering the timid stars

Eating all that is purple and blue and orange and vomiting black all over

Making everything in the field nothing but  a dark silhouette

A beautiful, magnificent silhouette

I want a pair of hands to hold mine

Humming Fireflies of Owl City

That kill-me moment.

But when time comes when you plus me isn't "us" anymore

Lay down my hand

I want my solitude back

Let me be in the couch alone

Wear your chucks and head to the door

I won't cling by your shirt

'Cause all I need is time to recuperate

Maybe accept things as they appear in my plate

I'll shed a tear, who knows?

I'm not made of Titanium after all

But I can wipe it myself

Not gonna be another damsel in distress

'Cause I believe in my own personal strength

I'm just in the process of collecting the pieces again

I know I'll get there

Time

That's all I need

And space

That's what you said

Maybe goodbye that is.

-Tups